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(no subject) [Aug. 13th, 2009|02:22 am]
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Tidying the house this week. I am absolutely awful at tidying. Damo wants to throw everything away. I have to re-read everything in detail before deciding to keep it anyway. I've finally thrown away all the birthday/christmas/good luck cards I've collected since my 18th birthday. Except one. No two. Both are from the same people. Zoe and Ricky give me awesome cards. One has a book of first words attached to it, and the fairy door birthday present they gave me that year too. The other is a painted snow scene which I love.

I really like to reminisce about things that have been, and can lose myself for hours doing this. My memories always make the past seem like such a good time. My diaries tell a completely different story. It's funny how full of self-hatred I am. Apparently I carried a lot of anger in me during my late teenage years. The number of entries that referenced self-harm and suicide...ridiculous really.

It's funnier still how the self-hatred doesn't go away all that easily.
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2009|10:37 pm]
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Okay, so, we have a cheerleading competition coming up on February 28th, and I got put on the team that's competing last week, while everyone else has had a few months practice to get used to most of the routine. I started learning it on Sunday, which is so NOT with the awesome. My dyspraxia is giving me two left feet and apparently I can't count, and I don't remember half of it. Or even what counts I'm meant to be doing shit on.

On the up side, I can almost do the last bit, and almost do the first bit...apart from the times I count it wrong, or I forget completely what I'm meant to be doing. (Which I do a lot) Soooo at the moment, I am shitting myself. And also, generally in pain

On the other hand, dolly mixtures are win!
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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2008|02:55 pm]
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Michael Crichton is dead. :(

Sad face.
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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2008|03:59 pm]
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[Current Mood |intimidatedintimidated]

So...cheerleading is painful. Really kind of ow. I have nice (weird) bruises on my thighs from slapping them so much on sunday...

And the best part is!

I've got training again in four hours. The captain has informed me that I'm "in for a beasting(?) tonight". At least, that's what I heard as we crossed paths and I complained about the paaain.

It's weird though, I've been looking up videos of cheerleading moves and what have you...such as things like standing backspring roundoff...(I think), and all the youtube comments were along the lines of "OMG THAT'S NOT ADVANCED! I LEARNT TO DO THEM WHEN I WAS SIX!1!!1one" What I really want to say...but can't be arsed with all the drama it would cause...is...

SCREW YOU, AMERICAN BRATS! I'm 25. Try learning those skills for the first time at that age. After you've taken 25 years to become very unflexible...and...understanding of the danger involved. SCREW YOU HIPPIES.

Otherwise, I'm kinda excited about the prospect of going to a British competition, but know full well that we're still gonna get shown up by all these other teams who are so much better.

...Go Cobras?
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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2008|12:19 am]
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I'm gonna be a cheerleader.

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Hrm. [Sep. 25th, 2008|01:21 am]
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[Current Mood |awakeawake]

If you could have a superpower, what would it be? Include any extra things this power might give you. For example, Storm (x-men) has weather control, and by manipulating the wind, can fly.

My favourite would have to be burninating powers. Shiro/Leyu type ones, possibly even Roberto...where you have all this sun energy, which is all fiery, and it lets you fly and you're all burny...and you throw big balls of flaming burny goodness at things.

As you can see, I am spending my first week at uni thinking of constructive questions.
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1/4 [Sep. 8th, 2008|12:42 pm]
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It's my birthday again.

Ironically if you skip back exactly 20 entries on my LJ you'd notice that at the top of the page would be my last birthday post. :/ I'm so bad at updating here. Bah

Anyway. I'm 25 now. Which is both cool and kind of scary. So continuing the tradition of growing up...I'm going to listen to the Disney's Greatest Hits cds that I got from Damo.

"I wanna be like youuuu..."
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Pink! [Aug. 13th, 2008|08:49 am]
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[Current Mood |impressedimpressed]

So...I redyed my hair, and remembered to take a picture before it all washed/grew out.
Pictures!Collapse )
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2008|06:18 pm]
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Sooo..my cat attacked me, and now I have a reeeally fat lip.
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2008|11:08 am]
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[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

Oh hai LJ land!

I just had my lip repierced on a whim...through the scar tissue, which was kinda ouchy, but now it just feels weird and I'm immediately back to biting at the piercing again.

Apparently, not only do I sometimes talk in my sleep, I also giggle. Loudly. For 20 minutes.

Other than that, I am playing WoW. Go figure.

Oh, and I have quite possibly passed my college thing, so I'll be doing the uni thing hopefully. Change and no change. Hrmm. Perhaps a metaphor for something.
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